Spinning By

This weekend is almost to an end. I haven't gotten any homework done, which hopefully will be remedied by bedtime. I need to do laundry, but honestly couldn't see myself out of the house. I suspect that tomorrow the internship is going to be so lame. I'm applying to jobs now with the help of my friends and therapist who tell me not to be afraid of my availability. I'm worried that I'll have to move out of New York City without being able to accomplish all that I wanted. I'm afraid of going back to school to study theater. I'm afraid of being a fuck up.